Connecting inner and outer worlds
Stella’s identity and artistry finds its anchor in the interconnectedness of thought, emotion, and nature. This unity was spurred by an experience studying meditation at Parmarth Niketan Ashram in Northern India; an unexpected gift from a past client.
Of this time she reflects; “I was getting this complete silence, except to train in meditation. It was an absolutely new path to me…Through this I discovered how important it is to connect with nature.”
This outward and inward connection is intrinsic to Stella’s creative process. Whilst describing the intricate, somewhat itemised processes of her thoughts, she muses; “The focus of my study is my internal world, filled with powerful and wild places of nature… emotions, contemplation on different parts…the connection with love, distance, void, losses, but nature is where I’m cooking all of that.”.
We witness this vividly in her art, in particular her collection ‘Garden’s of Love’, a series of stoneware and porcelain sculptures that echo the remnants of expunged volcanic lava and jagged ancient rock. Here Stella “…wanted to be as authentic as possible….I found out that the topic I’m working with is about intimacy, connection and love, and the disability of experiencing this love…the focus is on if someone died, or if you separated…it’s kind of a study of this weight that exists – how to overcome it.”
Once Stella’s introspections and environments have filled her banks of inspiration, her next step is the creation of solitude, using music as a catalyst; “I’m trying to be detached as much as possible from this world around me.”
Yet, when describing the depths of this solitude, it wasn’t a loneliness that was felt, as she shares “people around me are living the same lifestyle”. Her cadence denotes a sense of comfort and community in shared solitude – a collective respect for distance and individuality.
Fittingly, Stella’s artistic practice has been boldly prioritised to give shape to her identity. “I made a decision that my responsibility is just research, inspiration, creation…So I don’t want to think about my impact on future generations, or wider impression… Because I think that when you are putting such huge tasks on yourself, it’s almost like you’re breaking your own back.”
This ethos hardens the bulwark against external pressures and potential critiques, freeing her from the inevitable weight of expectation many artists seem to face. The onus of how the world perceives Stella’s art doesn’t rest on her shoulders, she won’t allow it to. For, while acknowledging the power of her own emotions, she also understands their subjectivity and unpredictability. “I always feel that I could have my opinion, but I’d like to leave or listen to opinions of others…I can see that people interact with my work in two different ways,…dark or caressing…and I don’t understand how the same work can produce such different feelings.”
As an artist, Stella has learnt the importance of letting go, adding, “It’s not your responsibility how the world is going to perceive it, if [the] world is going to accept it, or reject it, or what is going to happen.”